Thank you. I've felt the emotions you describe rather keenly in the past 15 years and know med.s and therapy help, but its the personal insistence on reason and perspective that see us through.
I used to stay alive because others needed me. Now I stay alive for me because the darkness is there waiting, there is no reason to hurry. I don't want to cut my visit here short!
I don't want to argue or debate or defend my views! They are mine. You are not required to agree. Thanks for taking the time to comment!