2:30 am. Trying to get tired and sleepy enough to lie down and go to sleep. Don't think it is going to happen though. I feel like I was stomped and left for dead. Muscle relaxer time I guess. Wake up groggy as hell but at least I sleep enough to not get psychotic. (some people might disagree!) ha ha
Took a long hot shower thinking that would help. Nope! Hurts to breathe, hurts to move, hurts not moving. This is why the Veterans Administration gives me a compensation check every month. You can't fake MRIs and CT Scans. Can't fake EMGs and Nerve conduction velocity tests. Honest to goodness, disabled veteran. Not a hero. I wasn't doing anything especially brave when I got hurt.
Some trolls on the internet don't think I deserve my compensation check. I wish I could trade places with them for 48 hours and let them see how I feel. They would want their own body back I guarantee you! I got hurt doing my job/duty. Some of us came home in a box. They are the heroes. Some came home missing arms and legs. They are heroes. I just hurt. 24/7 to one degree or another.
I am going to go take a pain pill now. Talk to you all later I guess.